I hate it when people do things for me because they feel obligated to. Such obligations breed resentment, and I don't want to be a source of that. And I know it's their choice, but don't I get a choice in the matter? Don't I get the choice of whether someone eventually hates me and leaves me, or letting that obligation go and keeping everything together?

It kind of seems, right now, like everything I touch turns into ash.

I don't want to destroy any more ties. I don't want to make those who I care for the most hate me.

Is the answer, then, to keep away? Keep a safe distance? Don't let anyone get too close or know too much?


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