Special

I guess it's kind of sad to say that I'd hate my father if he wasn't my father.

But you know what's really sad?

When I realize that I wouldn't hate him. Because if I wasn't his daughter, he wouldn't treat me as bad as he does.

He doesn't treat anyone else like this.

Should I take it as flattery? That I'm special?

If this is what special is, special sucks.

Special is also such a weird word. I mean, LOOK at it.