It's hard, okay, how I always seem to compare this year to last year, and see everything changing. I don't regret it, none of this. But it's different. Really different.
And I realize that if I had made one decision differently, everything would be different right now. Not that I want it to be, but I would like to see how it would work out, you know?
It's conflicting emotions, and I hate it.
I wouldn't change anything, but I still wish I could relive the past, if only for a little bit. Maybe test out a few different choices.
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I sort of know what you mean. I keep thinking about what if I knew about other things before now. Would it have made things easier or harder, or changed my decisions? Although for me at this time I need to be able to see the future which is just as impossible even though it would make it easier to choose which decisions we should make now.
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