Of Cheerful Indifference

For Tai Chi, we're supposed to be in a state of "Cheerful Indifference."

It seems so odd at first. But I realize I'm in this state a lot. Especially when I'm laying on my bed, writing on my lap top, listening to various music, and eating something that doesn't take too much work.

It's like, it doesn't matter if my dad and I are fighting again, it doesn't matter that I'm possibly just being used to make some people feel a bit better in their conscience, it doesn't matter that my search for an apprenticeship is a hard and grueling task. A lot of things don't matter. I'm indifferent. I'll figure it out later, right now? I'm just going to chill.


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