It doesn't work that way.

I'm closing my eyes and counting to ten slowly.

It works, except it's not good to do in the morning. I just fall right back to sleep.

Now I'm trying to answer my questions/whatever with a child-like frame of mind.

"I don't want to cry anymore"
"Then don't."
"It doesn't work that way,"
"Why not?"
"I don't know..."
"Then don't."
"Okay."

Except I haven't cried in days. It's just that feeling of crying.