Throwing Things

I'm getting better at controlling my temper- I no longer blindly chuck things at the wall/door/window.

But now I wish I was still able to blindly throw things. I now want to throw something every day, even when I'm not angry (at least, I don't think I'm always angry...)

I haven't thrown something blindly in months.

I've hardly thrown anything at all.

My old cellphone without the heavy battery thrice, a kinder surprise rubber toy meant for throwing, and a glass of ice cubes, back when me and Sara were actually friends.

Too little.